


He Wasn't, He Didn't, So He Can't

by MidOfNight456



Category: iCarly
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2009-08-27
Updated: 2009-08-30
Packaged: 2013-09-16 13:37:44
Rating: K
Chapters: 4
Words: 778
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5334748/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1815450/MidOfNight456
Summary: Freddie writes a letter to Sam about her boyfriend, and why he wasn't, he didn't, so he can't.





	1. Chapter 1

He wasn't there to watch you grow up. So he couldn't understand why you went off on your own every July 21.

It was to mourn your dad's death.

He wasn't there when you cried 3 years every night after. So he didn't understand why you needed me to pick on.

It was to keep you busy, keep your mind off the pain.

He didn't see your bruises that you hid so well. So he was confused why you were at Carly's all the time.

It was to **stop the** pain, before it went to far.

He didn't talk to your mom behind your back. So he was a little upset why I was over there all the time.

It was so that I could help get her better, and save you.

He didn't give you, your first kiss, on MY fire escape. So of coarse he was mad when you told him he wasn't your first kiss.

It drove him mad, but you needed it to come from a friend.

**_HOWEVER_**

He was there to make you uncomfortable. He wanted…well, to move ahead.

But you didn't want to.

He was there to break your heart. He "moved ahead" with another girl.

You were broken.

He was there at the groovy smoothies that day. He got a bloody lip, a black eye, and was in need of stitches.

You didn't know I was so strong (when it came to you), neither did I.

My point is.

He wasn't there for you. But I was, always.

He didn't need you. But I did (do) , badly.

So he couldn't love you like I could (do), and always will.

Love, Freddie, Fredward, Freddork, Feddweird, Freddog, Freddead, Fredwina, Feddicini, dipthong, dork, geek, weirdo, and "Property Of Sam Pucckkett".


	2. Chapter 2

**Disclaimer!!!!!**

**I own nothing!!! Not groovy smoothies, not Sam not Freddie, and not iCarly. I only own Sam's boyfriend.**


	3. Chapter 3

I read it.

I wasn't supposed to, it clearly stated, "Not For Human Eyes" on the envelope. But me being me, I read it anyways. Not that I regret reading it. Not at all, especially since it was all true. My ex-bf, Kevin, was a total douche. How could he leave me for that skank, _Trixy_? But ya know, whatevs. I'm totally over him. I hope they enjoy each other, and have ugly, horrible, disgusting, EVIL little babies together. But that's off topic. I had to tell Freddie I felt the same way. (Yeah, I called him Freddie, but only in my mind.) But how do I let him know I found the note? I couldn't exactly say, "Hey Fredweird, when I broke into your room yesterday to steal your anti-tic lotion (to make Mrs. Fredweird go crazy) I found this note proclaiming your love for me, and I feel the same, wanna go get a smoothie?"

If only it were that easy.

He would totally freak. But let's not forget who were dealing with, I am an evil genius after all. I would play a little game with Freddie. Get him to admit he has the hots for me. As evil a genius as I was, I needed help. After all, 1 and a half brains is better then nothing. So of coarse, I hit speed dial #4 (first was voicemail for some reason, and well…you can guess who was #2, and Carly was #3).

"Hello?!" oops. I forgot it's 3am.

"Hey! It's Sam! I know its early but, I don't care. I need your help, and your gonna give it. Got it?"

"Sure! Just don't hurt me!" ugh. He was such a wuss. But I needed him. So I talked sweetly (as I was capable of) to him, telling him all he needed to do.

"Ok. I got it. But one question. When the heck did you start liking Freddie?!" it was inevitable. I was waiting for that question. Only, I wasn't sure I could answer it myself. Was it really JUST when I read the letter? Or maybe it was that night on his fire escape. Ok fine, I do remember when. But it's to long of a story to tell at 3 am.

"Look Gibson, no questions asked! Now, have a bad-night" click.


	4. Chapter 4

I'm sorry to anyone who liked this story but, I'm not good at writing stories AT ALL! I'm only semi-good at one shots, so, I'm willing to give this story to anyone who wants to take it and once again..sorry!


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